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Saying Good-bye to Dessey
by Kristin S.
I was on a roller coaster ride last
summer. Not one you ride on for fun at Kings Island, but an
emotional one. I was at the top of my roller coaster in the
beginning of the summer, because I was just about to get my very
first puppy! Little did I know that I would hit rock bottom just a
few weeks later.
In the beginning of the summer I
found out that Gail’s Vizsla was going to have puppies. Gail is one
of my aunt’s friends. I was so excited that I begged my parents,
every second I could, to let me have one, until they said yes. The
morning I was going to get her, it was a pleasant June day. That
morning my dad called to tell us he had my puppy at his work in
Frankfort. Earlier I had decided to name her Odessey and call her
Dessey for short. After what seemed to be a horribly long drive, we
were finally there! When I saw her, I couldn’t believe it. I
thought I was dreaming; I finally had a dog!
When we got home, we took her to
the backyard and let her run and play. It was awesome having a
puppy! I always had someone to play with, but it was also a lot of
work. I had to sleep in the basement the first few nights, and wake
up to her crying every four hours and take her out. Going swimming
at my grandparents’ house was also a problem. We could only be gone
for about two hours before I had to be home again to let Dessey
out.
After that, everything started
going downhill. We couldn’t take our usual day trips that we go on
during the summer. Also, if I wanted to go to a friend’s house, I
couldn’t stay very long. When my friends came to my house, I had to
stop and take the time to play and let her out. I was always on
edge because I worried about Dessey chewing the furniture or peeing
on the carpet. I did not want my mom to yell at me, and it was
important that she learn to like Dessey, because she doesn’t like
animals.
Two weeks later, I talked to my mom
and asked if I should give Dessey back. I wanted to do the right
thing for Dessey’s sake. That night I decided to give her back.
I told my mom, “I can’t do this; I
can’t care of Dessey all by myself. If I have as much homework in
seventh grade as I did in sixth grade, along with the time my
tumbling classes take, I would not have much time to spend with
her. It just wouldn’t be fair to Dessey. I mean, I would have time
for her on the weekends, but she needs my attention every day.”
Later that night my dad took
pictures so I would have something to remember her by. We also
played tug-o-war together. She didn’t like the toy made of ropes
tied in a figure eight I had gotten for her, so I used an old
towel. It was almost impossible to sleep that night. I kept
tossing and turning, dreading tomorrow when I would have to say
goodbye to her. When I finally fell asleep, it seemed but just a
few minutes when I heard my mom call from the stairs to wake up. I
rolled over and stared at the clock on my bedside table. After I
got dressed and ate breakfast, my mom helped me load up all of
Dessey’s things into the car, her toys, cage, dog food and towels.
I took her out to the field behind our house, to go to the bathroom
for the last time. This was definitely the lowest point of the
summer, and most likely one of the worst days of my life.
Unlike the drive to get her from my
dad’s work, which seemed very long, this seemed like a very short trip
up to Louisville. I cherished every second with her up until we pulled
into Gail’s driveway. I saw Alli, my puppy’s mother, barking from
behind the fenced in deck. This was a very depressing moment in my
life, giving back my life-long dream for a puppy, which I had work so
hard to get. I hugged Dessey goodbye and walked slowly to the car. I
blankly stared out of the window until she was out of sight.
Since we were close to the Louisville
Zoo, my mom thought it would be a good idea to go to take my mind off of
everything. For the rest of the twenty-five minute ride to the zoo, I
sat and cried in the back of the car. I knew it was a big
responsibility to have a dog, but that summer I learned it is hard to
take care of one all on your own, especially if you are only twelve.
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